angelus_errare

you went on your own... and lost your way... thus... i lost my own...

Sunday, February 06, 2011

 
How do to get a grip, when the only thing you that keeps you from holding on is bound to slip away... and you're stupid enough to believe and deny this reality

What are lies?
What is true?
How can you pretend?
When will you learn? -- When will I learn?
What do I feel? -- Can I still feel?
Why do I always follow? Why can't I go?
Why is it so easy for you to turn around and walk away, go extreme measures in order to avoid me, when we both know that this is an act, just for you to see how hard it would be for me...

I guess you are incessant, unyielding to my woes.
When will I have the balls to stand up walk away, and feel nothing...

Do I really have to?

Why can't you just grow up?
Kill the drama.
Wake up, you are going to lose me.

Will that be enough?
Can I please be enough?


posted by macky  # 2/06/2011 01:07:00 PM

Monday, January 24, 2011

 
See this is what is hard to feel. You try to tell me things like this but you make me feel expelled, you push me away too easy. You cut me deep then leave me hanging and hoping that you'd stitch me again, and I hope and hope. I do not want this. I never thought you'd risk losing me again. Because you said you won't. And I can't tell you not to let go, because what really hurts the most is that it wouldn't make a difference.

posted by macky  # 1/24/2011 08:28:00 AM

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